Ugh. Mondays.
In my younger,. waitressing days, I would hit the decks running on Monday mornings. I worked 70 hours a week between the school, the foster home, and the restaurant. Now, I wouldn't be running, I would just be hitting the deck; face first.
I have been up since 3am. Robert, bless his heart, was snoring like a chainsaw last night. That's what the Minnesota dry air will do for you. I know it wasn't his fault but MAN! I seriously thought about giving him a sock in the mouth last night.
I am surprised how much this blog is meaning to me. I didn't realize how badly I needed to get things off my chest and express how this whole journey has affected me. I have even discovered other mothers, and women who are going through the same things and having the same feelings I am. It is nice to know I am not alone out there.
This will be the post where I introduce you to the people in my life. I will probably talk about them a lot in this blog, so I suppose I better introduce them no to avoid further confusion.
Robert: My spectacular husband and partner.
Dan: My roommate and dearest friend ever. (Although he is completely in the dark about Robert and I TTC and the miscarriage, and the specialist... it is just easier that way)
Dad and Sandy: My dad and Step Mom... the most wonderful people I know.
Ken and Mom: My step dad and Mom... Mom and I are closer now, we weren't when I was growing up. I am glad things are beginning to change.
Melissa: My best friend. I love her and appreciate her more than she will probably ever know. Her ability to say the exact right thing at the exact right time, has mended more then a few broken heart moments.
Helen: My other amazing friend. Her cynical outlook and quips keep me laughing, and grounded.
Well, those are the big players. I will introduce you to more, but those are the starring roles in this thing I called life.
We are T minus 7 days to my appointment with the specialist... ::instant stomachache::
Love,
Courtney
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